I am angry. I am very, very angry. I was assigned a reading in my English class named "This Way for the Gas, Ladies and Gentlemen." It is a holocaust story. Some years ago I read a book by Frankel. I don't remember the name or much about it, but it was also took place in a camp. I recall some kind of pride, or honor, or something that made things seem OK somehow. In this short story the narrator collaborated to some extent, and was furious about what he did, furious that the Germans had put him in that position, and furious at the victims for being victims. He sought some kind of redeeming quality in himself to make him better than all this.
This makes me angry because one people could do this to another, and to crush still others by making them cooperate. I am angry that we, the western nations, did nothing to stop it. "Peace in our time." I am angry that we did not learn our lesson and let it happen again in Africa. I am angry that even though we intervened in the breakup of Yugoslavia we allowed so much murder and brutality before we intervened.
I am angry that even though we say that we will never let this happen again, we get comfortable, look the other way, make excuses, and wish the problem would go away. They say that those who do not learn history's lessons are doomed to repeat them. We haven't learned.
I am angry that there are so many things in this world that need fixing. There are more serious problems than one person can even learn about, much less do anything about. In the book
Life 101 : Everything We Wish We Had Learned About Life in School -- But Didn't Peter McWilliams said that, yes, there are more problems than one person can handle, but there are many people, each have as their dream to fix a problem. I need to work on my dream and let them work on their dreams. I don't have to fix every problem but I do have to work on a problem. That thought usually keeps me cool.
But, every once in a while, I read or see something that blows my stack, and I just HAVE to vent. Thank you all for listening.